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(4 slit throats | blood trails)

[18 Aug 2005|05:41pm]
hip hop hooray

(1 slit throats | blood trails)

tonight.... [24 Jun 2005|04:35pm]
getting drunk tonight. i should be on tour right now, but fuck money. the spurs won the championship. who cares? the heat didn't go. i'm getting inked up this weekend. thats all i care about.

dee

(4 slit throats | blood trails)

yo get wit it [22 Jun 2005|12:13pm]
[ mood | amused ]

its my birthday. so i want beers, heej/beej combos (if not both at least one), hugs, kisses, some metal as fuck cds, new baseball bat (preferrably the louisville composite one), a pair of titties, a pack of hot dogs and a dirty muffin. make it happen.

dennis

(2 slit throats | blood trails)

[01 May 2005|03:48am]
DRUNK.....THE END

THIS INFORMATIVE POST BROUGHT YOU NONE OTHER THEN THE NICE SPICS IN CORAL SPRINGS.

(1 slit throats | blood trails)

[14 Apr 2005|10:39pm]
[ mood | amused ]

and now my kitties

shimmy

and buster

dont hate

dee

(11 slit throats | blood trails)

hey [25 Feb 2005|06:53pm]
ahhhhh so once again ive waited awhile to update this thing. work has me by the balls these days. i can never get out anymore. fuck it id rather make money then waste it anyways. whats new with me? absolutely nothing. if im not working at work im working on a tour, and if im not working on a tour im working on the label. so there. i got a new camera. its called an holga. its cool. hey guys life is getting shorter so you should call me and catch up sometime.

754-224-9782

or be a whore and not call me.

(3 slit throats | blood trails)

wowza [12 Jan 2005|06:23pm]
wow its been awhile since i hit this up. but basically my life as of late has been on a rollercoaster of events. constantly working on something. if not physically then emotionally. i wouldn't say anything that was bad but definatly things to remember and things that im thankful for going through. most people would take what im going through or what i have gone through and would say it was draining physically and emotionally. i dont know but to me its what i live for. dealing with bands on a daily basis. helping people who have devoted theirselves to something that doesnt pay well and sure as hell wont support a family or a significant other. but on the other hand helping those people means you have to interact with other people who make false promises and things that they dont comply to. sure ive had my share of letdowns but thats one thing ive tried to stray from. these people have made it a sport. like perfected it into a science of a sort. breaking down molecules but the molecules are actually someones hope. working on my family. that means getting closer to someone ive feared most of my life. but i know shes lived with some sort of void in her heart and that void is me. thats because i chose to be a void. but now i need to fill that. not just for me but for her. she needs it. dont you know that missing loved ones can actually be detrimental to ones health. you dont get stronger as you get older you actually tend to get weaker. thats why older people tend to rely on younger people for help and strength through situations that are beyond what they can handle. later

(3 slit throats | blood trails)

get yo dick sucked!!!!! [09 Dec 2004|04:19pm]

thats right where i belong, in between some titties. God im a pig. bye

(3 slit throats | blood trails)

[16 Oct 2004|03:56pm]
hi..........bye

(blood trails)

[08 Oct 2004|12:55pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

mouth to mouth
mouth to barrel
finger to trigger
bullet to brains
back to floor
face to face

i'm staying in fl now.

(1 slit throats | blood trails)

[08 Oct 2004|12:45pm]
[ mood | blah ]

one way or another i'm going to be jacksonville next weekend. so holla at ya boy. i need to see chicky and krysta and some other peeps. nothing much is going on here. just a little mad that go fucked out of going to missouri. someone make me happy. whatever. later on.

(blood trails)

[07 Oct 2004|05:06pm]
i got fucked over out of missouri. so i'm going to stay here. thats actually i good i think. so all you girls out there holler at me. woot!

(2 slit throats | blood trails)

Gone......... [06 Oct 2004|06:45pm]
[ mood | blah ]

so now im gone in mid november. found a new house thats already built and looks great and has like 3 acres of land. holla at ya boy.

<3

dee

(blood trails)

[04 Oct 2004|03:52pm]
just came back from a exhausting weekend.

i'm looking for a reason to this stay in this state. i dont know why but i want to stay. most people would take the first chance they get to get out of here. i talked to my friend chicky this weekend and he wants me to move up to jax and live with him. that option has always been there. there has been someone on my mind that i know i have no chance with. so there's really no point in trying that out. i've always loved jax cause the friends that i have there are great to me. not that the friend that i have here arent but its just time to move. i will always love the friends that i have here and i will never part ways with them. you know im just going to give up and leave things to pan out for themselves. i'm so tired of trying to find something or someone. if you want me come and get me. bye

(4 slit throats | blood trails)

blah blah blah..... [27 Sep 2004|05:53pm]
so somehow i turn out to be the bad guy in all this. ok fine with me.

onto things that matter.........the house in missouri is being bought and the foundation will be laid in october.

krysta is the shit and i love her.

bye

(6 slit throats | blood trails)

MISSOURIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [15 Sep 2004|06:08pm]
so yeah it looks like im gone at the beginning of the year. i'm awaiting a final decision from someone on a house and then i'm fuckin gone. thank God. goodbye god forsaken florida. anyone that wants to start hanging or calling me so we can talk dirty or commit adultery or looting or some shit we can do it but we need to before i leave at the beginning of next year. i wont lie i'll miss this place, but its time to move and move on. if you want to know details just chat me at either xgetindatrunkx or dennisblah22. i'm moving to a college town. maybe if im lucky ill get in to the university of missouri. i know i have the grades.

Interpol is the shit!
So is franz ferdinand! they are some catchy motherfuckers. everyone go listen to locust reign by converge. sick ass breakdown makes you want to free style. the new cure is sick as fuck. the new until the end is xtuffx. i like the new vocalist better. and i cant get enough of on broken wings. the new all hell breaks loose is sick as ever. ive seen all seasons of the sopranos you can possibly watch through the black market we call IRC. woot woot!!! thank God i'm a pirate. sopranons is the sickest show ever next to nypd blue. thank God for hurricanes it makes you spend more time at home which then forces you to talk with the people you live with. which isnt to bad cause now i understand how i came out so fucked up. but then again i love my familia. that new societys finest cd that came out on hand of hope records sucked ass. i hope they have better things in store. i love mindless rambling. dont you? i mean you can talk about one thing and just start talking about something totally different. its so great. so ive taken about 5 shits in the last 2 days. is that healthy or what? well gotta go.

dee

(blood trails)

[13 Sep 2004|07:40pm]
FUCK THE FUCKIN FUCKERS!!!!!

(4 slit throats | blood trails)

[06 Sep 2004|07:56pm]
im booking a tour for some faggols!! fun fun for everyone. i better get a tshirt or a cd or something

(2 slit throats | blood trails)

[31 Aug 2004|05:30pm]
[ mood | blah ]

so you're head over heels? well i'm at loss for words. it's ok you're always coming and you're always going. so walk on by. look me down. i'm going to sweep you away. under a carpet somewhere. i'll stomp my feet clean just to see you dirty. i know this conversation is quite taxing and i hate to take up your valuable time. some things need to be said.*3 hours later* there was no specific timing. the murder wasn't pre-meditated. dont you see the sign of struggle? dont you see the bulge in my chest? dont you see the heart on my sleeve? dont you see puddle off the ledge of my bed? that was me!! it was me!! it was the pills. they made me do this. it was the anger and the diagnosis. it was the refill at the pharmacy. it was the water that washed it all down. the mirror depicts a walking contradiction. i'm done for. the towels been thrown. hands behind back. face against the floor. the time was well earned.


EDIT-----I'M MOVING THE BEGINNING OF NEXT YEAR. SO IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME BEFORE THEN LETS MAKE PLANS. CAUSE AFTER I MOVE I'LL BE PRETTY FAR. SO BE A FRIEND AND LETS HANG.

DEE

(blood trails)

ralfy's date with 151 last night......... [27 Aug 2004|07:04pm]

see what happens when you drink a fifth of 151. yes he's still alive.

dave sent this to me today. its great.

dee

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